26th May 2008

I had a nice Sunday. I had lunch with my brother and his GF. They really spoiled me with presents. Then I went to Chadstone and went to Chanel and got some good stuff for my skin. I decided to make sure I take care of it…. obviously I ma cognisant of my age LOL It [...]

24th May 2008 Saturday Happy Birthday to Me

On Thursday night the man came home (he was staying for a few days) after midnight, he had been drinking and it was horrible. He called me all sorts of names. He acted like I should be grateful he made a few car payments on my car, and that I was kicking out of a [...]

19th May 2008 Monday

Yesterday I got an airbed for the man. when he showed up I was shocked to see he brought ALL his stuff back. OK so then I realised of course, that was going to happen – he had nowhere else for it. I got in a shit. I kept it to myself. But I got [...]

17th May 2008

Well the man stayed at a friends place while they were away for the first week. Then he stayed with a woman from work (who he met at lavalife, the single webiste and subsequently she is working with poeple he is with, but they are not together or anything) but that room is now being moved [...]

17th May 2008

Phew, that week was over – it was a hell of ride work-wise. Its a major time for a massive 3 year project and so many people in so many departments are working long hard stressful hours. But I’m ok with it. I’m glad I have a home, my health, my life and my job.
So [...]

13th May 2008

Boy, busy day at work. I didn;t leave my desk except to pee, and see the occasional project manager/ I did leave to warm up some soup, but it went cold and I warmed it up (and ate it) at 3.30pm. Left work just before 8pm. Got home, swept the leave that are falling from [...]

12th May 2008

Last night the tears fell in my newly nice bed. It was lovely getting into the nice warm bed with my new electric doona and sheets. But soon the tears fell for first time since I kicked him out. They just fell, and I cried a little. Its so sad to love someone so much, [...]

11th May 2008

So we moved, after reconcilling. 4 days later I kicked him out. Basically, when we separated last year he got online with dating websites. That involves the internet, lots of online chatting, phone calls, and text messages using mobile phones. Its not very ‘real’. But for my guy, this was all new and he loved [...]